That calm
before the storm.
Before and
maybe after
You know,
that one time when everything is quiet.
After all
the lightning and hurricanes and rain
After all
the destruction
In actual
storms and actual life,
When the
rain stops and the sun peeks in for a time.
Okay not
peeks, but actually fully shines
The time
when things seem to be going okay.
At first you’re
reluctant
Like, this
can’t really be real
Especially
when life has been so bland for so long
It comes as
kind of a shock
Like when
you realize you have money in your pocket
You don’t
feel like crap and it doesn’t feel bad
You start to want
to feel active
Doing things you
never wanted to do
And doing less of
the things you did to clear your empty depressed mind
You feel refreshed,
happy to do things
Work is easier,
words and ideas flow through your mind
You feel more
confident about things your anxiety kept you from feeling good about
It feels nice
Life actually feels
nice again
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